I thought I had everything when I found you
this seems like Avril's new song
"You were everything, everything that I wanted,
we were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be"
It's nice to know you were there
why did you have to go?
I couldn't even remember the day you went away
you slipped away before I even knew
I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye
I miss you, so badly
It's been countless nights
I had been drowning in my tears since you were gone
I'm so sick of pretending
I always try to act strong
I pretend the past isn't real
I'm trapped in this memory
And I'm left in the wake of the mistake slow to react
So even though you're close to me
You're still so distant
And I can't bring you back
I pick my sword and try to fight
but even if I was stronger I still lost
how could I fight with a shattered heart..
how I wish for one chance, just 1 chance
to go back and change it all
but I know it ain't possible
and all I can do is watch
as you face your back on me and go..
I don't wanna watch you go
but you never even turned back..
To those who taunted me during the camp
you know who you are
I hate you
you think I'm a damn loner with no expressions?
I do have my own fuckin feelings too
you think you're so great cause it never happened to you
I hate everyone
why can't the world be just you and me
I can't forget you but you probably wont care
Life goes on without me
but it comes to a standstill when I'm without you
but I just want you to know that I love you
I always did, regardless of what you feel about me
even if you're not with me,
I'm with you...