sigh sheesh duno lah.. nowadays very moody. i accidentally injured abraham sia. during the camp, we were playing soccer den i ram the ball too hard and it hit his hand, den now he got damaged nerve, his whole last finger numb.. serious or not, i don't know.. everything seems to be my fault.. haiz, maybe i should juz go and die. argh, den i think i cannot be in the ndp march liao.. dunno why lah, its my pride and honour to represent BB but too bad.. jinhui say even if not enough ppl, can only get those borderline ones out of SSS and I'm definitely NOT borderline. everything's fallin apart..guess I'm.. crestfallen.