Saturday, October 23, 2004
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life sux.it really does.why do i hav the feeling that i'm being left out,ignored? sigh maybe it isnt intentional.but maybe leo is right.he's always right.maybe im not impt to u after all.like how u went off without saying anything.i would juz be another person to u.who comes and goes every day week in.week out.sigh .isnt that always the case .sad life huh? see,i was right. u didnt even know abt it at all. tt sux eh? i know i said i would always be staying for u,sigh. but. love is an emotional bank,when u give.it needs to be replenished back.
im so tired,maybe i should take some attention off u.and put it somewhere else.soccer.or wadeva.at least even though soccer disappoints me at times, its a love that would never go away.bleah u wouldnt miss it anyway. shld conc. more on my studies.sigh my results suckk. everything around me sucks now. i feel so terrible. but i cant depend on anyone.not even u.but ya can count on me.sigh maybe life as a loner is still best. it's always been kept inside. i wanna explode from within soon.all your repeatitive messages i've always took.
sigh .maybe i should juz let go again.
fanaticme->10:18 PM