Monday, November 29, 2004
freak la today so pissed off. went to tm to meet alan jeff and fabian to buy food for exp/camp. den after dat go to school to put the food inside log room. every1 slacking inside, reading comics etc. i just go and chat abit nia. den that idiot log sissy sergeant come and chase me out for no rhyme or reason. i didnt even do anything loh. sure, theres the rule that cannot have more than 5 ppl in the log room. but all slacking also wad. not as if everyone is busy preparing for some big occasion. den this idiot come and " GET OUT MEANS GET OUT" to me. and so because of my peaceful nature and to avoid any more wind from that loudmouth, i made my way to the entrance. along the way, i just gave this dickface a light pat on his chest, meant to be a friendly gesture. Instead, he accused me of whacking him. omg i didnt know i had the strength of brock lesnar. wake up man, everyone in the log room saw it, and they knew i didnt use force, and here u are, telling grandma stories dat i whacked the shit outta ur shitbag.
omg here comes the fun part. HE BANNED ME FROM THE LOG ROOM FOREVER. LOL fine la ban me. im more than happy loh. YAY no more log duty for me. everyone has to suffer except me. lalalala. some idiots just have no brains and say things that they might regret. lolz im gonna make full use of wad he said. anyway later, joshua they all came to me and said, "don take what he said to heart" yeah, u see. everyone dislikes u. cant u c. sigh. ok enough of this beady-eyed alien. i rather waste my time bloggin abt other stuff than sissys.
Anyway tomorrow is expedition/camp combined. supposed to report in sch at 0730. don really like my grp. but ok la. still can..approx time to reach sch after expedition is abt 3am. kao. stage 2 the route's distance is twice the distance of stage 1's routes loh. means we walk abt 30+ km they only walk 10+. zzz. 1st day we get to sleep in classrooms. after start of camp we sleep in tents liao. jinhui is Vrede's (my grp) ps, den i am Vrede section 1 I/c. fabian is my assistant lol. harold was begging fabian to let him be 2IC and have a share of the limelight. eee actually no post is gd wad. with the post tag on you, u are expected to perform. while the postless ppl have the free will, even if nvr perform nobody will blame u.
k enuff of tmr. now for my last stuff be4 i go on this journey equivalent to Frodo's. my shifu leonard, told me yesterday "If you love her, will you give up so easily?" maybe now i can just be contented that you're a good friend, that you care for me too. but sometimes I just think...that something is missing from the picture. that, when im outta this sch, will we still keep in touch? or i would just be a normal friend who u will soon forget. i can't imagine my life without you. i just don wanna lose you. i dont know what to think anymore. sigh. nobody would ever understand me. my problems will never be solved
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fanaticme->11:36 PM