Thursday, December 09, 2004
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im tired.very tired.
i saw you smiling back at me.
but it wasnt real.
just my fantasy.my dream.
that ending is too good to be true.
im tired of waiting for something which would never come.
which was never meant to be true.
a lie i blinded myself in.
the pain that i went through day by day
without even knowing that
I couldnt take it anymore
I thought i would last against all odds
but I cant
I tried.I know I tried my best
how was I to know that you didnt care
everything I tried was nothing to you
everything was thrown away
I cant pretend anymore
I cant fake anymore smiles
it had to end 1 day
anymore of this i would just hurt more
since u dont even care
theres no reason for me to
all the sorries dont mean anything
they cant take away pain or sorrow
maybe you're right after all
everything would go away soon
yeah now its going to be true
goodbye
I'llfadeawaythewayyouwantitto
fanaticme->8:39 PM