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NAME: Eugene R.Z
AGE: 19
HOBBIES: Football the beautiful game, and others

GOSSIPS

AUTOGRAPHS

Audrey
Aurelia
Colin and Kero
Crystal
Deborah
Fabian
Fred
FrostFireX Forums
Hui Ling
Huiyin
Jieting
Jun Ren
Jess
Jiesi
Jiesi-LP
Kahui
Khyrul the keeper
Larre
Leo
Loo Hui ling
Mich
Melissa
Melody
Phay Key
Poline
Shyang Long
Si hui
Sock Ling
Tiffany
Tsz Man
Wanzhen
Wilson
Xiuhui
Yingsi
Yiyee
Yx,Soh

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Friday, March 18, 2005

so many thoughts stuck in my mind since last nite. maybe wad i believe is true after all. im immune to any emotions already. even when im sad, I could "force" myself to be happy for as long as i want, or for a moment, 1 hr or so. It's like drinking a potion that gives you the happy effect for a given time. seeing sad people around, I try my best to spread the smiles, and it works, occasionally i guess. but at those rare moments when im down, i guess nobody will ever realize. maybe some thoughts must be kept inside den u will truly know who understands u best. yeah u could say its all pretence by me, like wad my hike group said about me not being tired. physically i was still ok, but mentally i feared that we could get lost anytime with me as instructor, not being able to do anything about it. nobody knows the other side of the story. im so exhausted, my battery is getting low after not having it recharged for so long. maybe my wish i made wont come true after all. till den, nobody'll know what's inside..

emptyspace

fanaticme->11:10 AM