Thursday, October 20, 2005
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maybe i know what to do now. guess its the only way out. for everyone and for myself. crys you're right,i guess.. its been me all along right? Not anyone's fault, my own doing all the time. my own thinking that created all the devastation. Misery brought upon myself, how ironic. Boy, it hurts so much. No more regrets. No more.
it'shardertohatesomeonethantolovesomeone.
butitsmorepainfultolovethantohate.
memories,what are they but our thoughts dwelling in twilight.
mere fascinations and a sad buildup of our dreams
dreams that don't turn out as beautiful
as the picturesque scene
many yearn to have
when it's time to leave, you leave
and never turn back
you turn back and you will regret
with that stabbing memory
going through your mind every second
and you wish to escape but can't
until you're realise you're too late
and all that's left is emptiness
butipromiseyouiwon'tbelyingflatonthesurfacelikethis.nothat'snotme
fanaticme->6:22 PM