cristiano ronaldo} 17.

Monday, July 28, 2008

Interrupted by fireworks

"dilly dally shilly shally"
I like it when she says that. It just brings out the cuteness in her.
That night seemed like yesterday, when you suddenly came knocking on the door. "Lets go on the date you promised me" you said. I was kinda surprised, I didn't think you would be serious, not to mention we were right in the middle of a mission. At first I just stood there, not knowing what to say to you. You looked at me with the smile that could brighten up a thousand rooms. "Go on a date? I would rather be standing here staring at you all night", I thought silently to myself.

Without having even answered you, you pushed me sweetly yet suddenly out of the room and so..the date officially started. The Gold Saucer was a beautiful place, when I'm with you it's beauty is even more enhanced. At the station, there was this guy advertising about Event Square, a show's gonna be starting there! Expectantly, your face brightened up and off we went to our next destination, Event Square. Upon entering the entrance, there was a loud announcement on the PA system. "Congrats, you are our 100th couple today! We welcome you to join in our performance!" "Hey, that sounds interesting!" your faced beamed with delight. Again, I had no time to react or say anything but you took my arm and pulled me along with you to the stage. It was this lame play about a dragon capturing her (the princess) and I was playing the Prince who was supposed to save her. I think I totally screwed it up..and she was pretty mad at me..HAHA! Oh well I managed to "save" her anyway. Dumb play it is, but I liked the expression on your face when you were mad that I screwed it up. :)

Next up was Round square! I wasn't sure why it was called Round Square though, it was merely a gondola ride that took people around Gold Saucer itself. Inside, you sat right opposite me, I wished I could sit beside you but the window was in the space between us. That way, we couldn't enjoy the scenery together.
Once the ride started, you began to watch the scenery and so did I, both our heads tilted 45 degrees in the same direction. "Wow, how nice" you said as the gondola took us higher higher and then lower around the place. I didn't want to interrupt you, but I turned my head forward just to look at you. You look so cute when you're pre-occupied with something..I looked out again so as not to let you catch me staring at you for no reason. This whole night..feels weird to me. I thought I did a bad job. I was silent most of the date, rather stagnant and you had to drag me around the place. Was I tired, or is this my usual self, I don't know myself. I was worried what you would think of me, as an inert emotionless person or just simply boring. "It's so pretty." your voice broke me out of my thoughts. I looked out of the window and there were fireworks! Brilliant lights flashing around Gold Saucer, sometimes I wondered if this was specially planned for the both of us, today seemed to special with just you and me.

"Beautiful isn't it.." your voice, like music to my ears again.
Both of us turned back at the same time, looking in each other's eyes.
"First off.. it bothered me how you looked exactly alike.
Two completely different people..but look exactly the same.
The way you walk, gesture..
I think I must have seen him again in you."
"But you're different", you said, shaking your head at the same time.
"Things are different.."

Suddenly you said something which puzzled me completely..
"I'm searching for you..
I want to meet you."

Me: "But I'm right here."

You whispered "I know..i know.. what I mean is"
"I want to meet....you."

Till now I still had no idea what you meant by that..

After a few more enjoyable minutes, the ride finally ended.

Her: "I had fun tonight. Let's go together again." We walked out of the gondola back onto the platform."

Her: "You don't like being with me?"

Me: "That's not it." I frantically shook my head. My god, I was having the time of my life with her and she even suspected I didn't like being around her? Something must be awfully wrong with me today then. I always had a trouble with expression of feelings, maybe that's why she thought this way.

Her: "I'm glad."
" Next time we come, let's take our time and go on more rides. Oh look at the time! We better get going.."

With that, our date ended. I didn't like how it ended, I wish I could hold you and whisper into your ear how much you meant to me, that I never wanna let you go, that we'd stay like this forever.

fanaticme->1:05 AM