Tuesday, December 09, 2008
it's about how i thought i understood you. or maybe i really do.
what happened that day, it wasn't like you at all. Defies your personality. So much i wanna tell you, argue with you, express my anger/disappointment that i felt that day, show u that i'm right about you, but all i can do is pretend nothing's wrong between us. So fake.
why? Maybe cause you would disagree even if i got it right, and play it down and avoid the topic with a simple word like how you did it that time. Merely cause you wanted the easy way out, hide in the darkness so you didn't need to explain, i wish you could just be honest and natural with me.
Things have changed, I've already accepted the way things are, you needn't be afraid anymore. Just let things flow..and i thought you knew my intentions. So terribly wrong. A simple day's plan turned out to be such hell, I can't understand why.
Why am I not letting this matter go even though its been some time already.
you're a mystery i guess i would never solve, unless you tell me, talk to me..
fanaticme->8:07 PM